Synaesthetic. Diabetic. Intermittent Explosive Disorder. Faeries. Pink, gold, green, blue, silver, brown, molten. Teen. Childlike. Old for my age. Born to be bad. Francesca Lia Block, Alice Hoffman, Neil Gaiman, Terry Pratchett, and Douglas Adams. Tori Amos, Jonathan Larson, Sarah McLachlan, Carbonleaf, Simon & Garfunkel. Grammar. Silliness. Autumn. Cities. Forehead-flames. Sex. Lies. Movies. Pop culture references. Allusions. Gods and goddesses. Magic. Plays, playing, playtime.